Sunday, April 18, 2010

The Hole: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

The Hole: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Persuing answers
Lost of friends
In my demise
A hole is created

The hole is deep.
I'm at the bottom.
Graviety is not what holds me down.
Ignorence is.

I screwed up.
I screwed everything up.
All because
All because my ignorence is too powering.

I'm a loser.
A nobody.
Somebody in the background.
All because of ignorence

I have lost a friend.
Maybe not her.
I hope she understands.
I hope.

I know she'll understand
If not,
Then the thought are true.
The suffering becomes worse.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Random Thoughts: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Random Thoughts: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

It is sickening.
My mind creates images.
Thoughts, ideas that I do not want.
I do not need.

They say she is bad.
I say she is good.
They say she is stupid.
I say she is complex.
Complex is good.

I see her,
my heart breaks.
She's avoiding me.
I do not know why.

We are friends
Thou I hope we are.
But now I do not know.
Based on his testimony.

I wish she'd tell me.
I need to know.
So I stop fearing the worst.

She's so close.
Yet so far.
She's within reach.
But I can not go far enough.

Does she know?
How much it hurts?
How much I suffer?
This aganizing wait.

I want it to end.
I wish to God it would.
But there is a reason why.
I want to know.
I want her to know.

I've shed many tears.
Deprived of sleep.
My only true friend,
is so so so far away.

Does she realize,
How I feel?
I doubt it.

Wasted Magic: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Wasted Magic: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

People have magic.
One like no other.
It creates peace.
Happiness.
It is called Love.

Love.
A preacious gift.
Destroyed too many.
Few lasts.

What is love?
Popularity?
Apperance?
The hell of it?

What about,
completion,?
loyalty?
Soul?

Love is Magic.
Love is Magic.

Love is like oxygen.
Love lifts us up wear we belong.
All you need is love.
Never have truer words been said.
But it is taken so lightly.

When you find love,
All hope is their.
When not returned,
Darkness eclipse the heart.

Mein Herz Brennt: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Mein Herz Brennt: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

It's all coming to an end.
A very sad end.
I do not know how it will end,
But I do have a guess.

Two and a half weeks.
Of nothing but
sollitude, anger
pain regret.
I can not take it anymore!

To her, I am nothing.
She never shows joy for me.
But I still love her.
I can not stop.

I know she lies
I know she fakes
But how can I help it?
I love her still.

I can never stop.
My heart will not allow it.
Mein Herz Breent

Mein Herz Breent
My Heart Burns.
I need to put out the fire,
But I only have gasoline.

She's on my mind
Day and Night
I can't stop.
It drives me insane.

I wish she'd treat me right.
Treat me like I do her.
with love.
care.
respect.
and faithfulness.

I am tired of pouring my heart out.
tired of telling others.
I wish she'd know
know
know how I feel.
What she is doing to me.

Mein Herz Breent.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

A While: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

A While: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

A while she says.
A while.
Be patient they say.
I need to be patient.

I do not want to be patient!
I do not want to wait!
I want to know!
I want to be informed!

But, I have to wait.
Greater things to come
I'll wait
Only for her

It hurts.
It's sore
terrible thoughts
Plauge my head.

I do not want them!
They pain me!
She fights demons.
She will be victorious

She needs support.
The only way I can.
She says I leave her.
It hurts.
Only for a while.

What is wrong?
Why is this happening?
Is it me?
Or is it him?

SHe'll never tell.
A fact that I must learn.
It sucks
Better things are sure to come.
At least I hope...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Nightmare: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Nightmare: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Why am I unwanted?
No one wants anything to do with me.
Like air, I'm ignored.
Never wanted.

I am nice.
I try to be great.
But I get laughed at.
Treated like shit.

Have I done anything wrong?
Nein.
Have I always been loyal?
Ja.

Why does she
Hate
Avoid
Me so?

I think November has come again.
I hope it is false.
But it might be true.

My Supposed Friends - A Original Non-lyrical Poem.

My Supposed Friends - A Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Do I really fit in?
I look around
I see them all.
Am I accepted?
Am I wanted?
Nein.

It's sickening.
I sit here all day long.
I am suppose to have friends.
If I do,
Then were are my friends?

I am tired of being in the background.
Tired of being unnoticed
Unwanted
What have I done wrong?
NOTHING!

I am ignored
unwanted
unloved
by everyone.
But why?

My soul breaks
As I see
My Supposed Friends.
As they turn there backs.
What did I do wrong?

I don't want this!
I do not want to be in the background.

What if I was gone?
Would I be missed?
I doubt it.

How Can I? - An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

How Can I? - An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

They say I should quit.
Stop Loving her.
Try Someone else.
How Can I?
I Stop something I worked on?

She treats me like crap.
Never speaks.
Never Acknologes
Maybe I should.
But how?

I love her.
I love her to no end.
But how can I stop?
Stop Loving her?

He might be the problem.
Her past might be the problem.
Am I the problem?
I hope not.

How can I love someone else?
How can I treat someone else like her?
I put too much into this
I have treated her like a queen
But I just do not know.

They say flirt.
I do not know how.
Find someone else.
I'm torn.

A battle I'm fighting.
Love Vs. Hate.
I have hated and loved her.
But now, I just do not know.

She wants to be happy.
I want her to be happy.
If for her to be happy
is me gone...

So Be It.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

The Disguised Heart: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

The Disguised Heart: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany.

I know I shouldn't
I told her I wouldn't
But I can't help it.
I figured it out.

She's annoyed.
Not by my pressense,
But possession
Jealousy
Immature feelings.
That destroy relations

I see her eyes.
Face
Movements
They speak loud.

I hope it is untrue.
I believe it is.
But with him around
how they act
in comparison,
It speaks loud.

Monday, April 12, 2010

The Sleeping Tiger: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

The Sleeping Tiger: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

The little tiger sleeps.
All curled up
She's quiet
She's calm

CRASH!
BOOM!
Noise erects
She sleeps.

She purrs.
Contents
It's so cute
She's a little tiger

She snores!
It's Shocking!
We look at her.
We know.

She awakes
She's grogy
I've seen it!
Seen it all!

The Young Ex-Friend: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

The Young Ex-Friend: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

He does not grapse
The concept is too blurred
He'll never learn
Why I care

I ask
He's offended
I'm shocked
He quites

I wish he'd understand
That I care
Regardless of sex
I care

He's young
He's too immature
He'll learn
If not?
Too Bad!

Possession: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Possession: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany.

I look
I feel
She's right
I'm possessive

I get jealous
demanding
When it comes to her
Fluers du Mal.

I wish I was not.
I hoped I never
But I am
My Curse

How to control?
How to stop?
That is what I want to know.

It's hard.
It's difficult
It's Changing
But with God's help,
I'm victorius

Fear: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Fear: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Fears.
We all have one.
We all possess it.
But some more serious.

I fear,
I will turn into him.
I fear,
I will hurt her

I'm keeping my distance
For awhile
Will I be missed?
I hope so.

If not,
Then it was not ment to be.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Annoyance: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Annoyence: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Annoying
That's What she claims
I am

Annoying
A phase she says.
I hope

I wish she'd tell me
But now I never
Ever wanted to know.

Brad's Right
Evan's Right
I wish I never had my voice

It's a phase
I hope it is.
I hope to God it is.

A lot is explained
From her presense
To her actions
It all makes sense

I Am The Vampire: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

I Am The Vampire: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

I walk among you
I live with you
And yet, you do not acknowledge my existense.
I sleep during the day
I walk at night
I am here
I am not going away
For I am the
the vampire

You may think that I am normal
You all may think I am strange
Well, that is because you all are right
I have large teeth
I have consumed blood
LOVE the taste of it
Garlic has no effect on me
Holy water refreashes my skin
Nothing works
For I am the
the Vampire

I do not sparkle
I am not beautiful
I am dead
I can only kill if given
given permission from there
non-blood gardian
For I am the
the vampire

Why do people fear me?
Is it because I am dead?
Because I have fangs?
Or is it because
They wish for the same fate?
I do not wish for the same fate
For I am the
The ETERNAL vampire
The UNHOLY vampire
The ULTIMATE vampire
The ONLY vampire
I am the vampire

Night Of The Reaper: An Original Non-lyrical Poem

Night Of The Reaper: An Original Non-lyrical Poem
By: Zach Brehany

Dark night
Scary night
The Reaper is comeing
Collecting
The Souls of those
That Had damned him before

Happy time
Joyous time
The Victums are dancing
Celebrating
The lost of the one
that is said to bring hell

He enters
In all of his glory
stares at them
Threw revenge starving eyes
the he waits
for the shime to ring

IT'S TIME!

He removes the syth
connects the blade
Now, the victums are fighting
Fighting for there lives.

Hours later
the Job is done
the ordeal is mastered
and as he
walks toward the beautiful moon,
he joins the
beautiful,
glorious,
romantic,
DEAD.

Angel Of Music: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Angel Of Music: An Original Non-lyrical Poem. By: Zach Brehany

She speaks
I listen.
She sings
I quiver

Little High
Little low
her words are comfort.
I like that.

Now I hear nothing
emptyness
It's Haunting
discomfort

Her lips speak truth
I hope
Her lips speak lies
I doubt

Friday, April 9, 2010

Suffer: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Suffer: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Why must I suffer?
All this torment
Why must I suffer?
By my paranoia?

I suffer when I do not know
Secrets kept from me.
I suffer Jealousy
When I see them

I suffer when I'm Ignored
When I am not noticed
I suffer when I see her
Something I desire, can never have.

Why do I suffer?
I hope it pays off.
I doubt it.

Guri: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Guri: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Guri
Her word for love
Shes says it to him
Never to me

I've been there for her
Helped her
Comfort her
Love her
But not once
She ever said Thank You.

Speacil Treatment
She gives me
Leave her be
For A while

Guri
I love you
I wish
those words were uttered
uttered
to me

I show her love
I show her peace
I show her friendship
She does not care

She says I am becoming possessive
She is not mine
She is nobodies
Protective is a better word

I worry too much
I get jealous too much
But how can I not?
When I see her with him?

I'm Jealous of him
of his friendship
his status
Her love for him

They break my heart
when I see them together
It is a reminder
She will never be mine.

The Fools: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

The Fools: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Hard to miss
Always around
Getting on my nerves
The Fools

Why do they act like that?
Think like that?
Behave like that?
The Fools

What if they were gone?
It would be peaceful.
If they were gone,
I'd be happy.

Kindred Spirits: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Kindred Spirits: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Kindred spirits
Spirits of love
I know some
But do they know?

I've met one
I've seen one
I've know both
And yet I do not

I want to know
What they think
I want to know
But I am afraid of one

We are friends
I believe
But as a triangle
We act like two lines

I want to connect
To form one
But I'm afraid
Of what she thinks

Thursday, April 8, 2010

The Ghost: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

The Ghost: An Original Non-lyrical Poem
By: Zach Brehany

I feel like a ghost.
Never noticed
Never wanted
Never known

I care
I feel
I love
But they care not

I want to be loved
I want to be known
I want to be wanted
But that is not going to happen

I had three
One betrayed
Now I have two
Two out of three ain't bad. Right?

Do they want me?
Do they need me?
Do they love me?
I want to know.

She treats me diffrent
Treats them even
I do not see logic
Is there any?

I see her,
I see love.
She sees me,
I do not know.

Pondering my mind.
Never resting.
Always wondering
Until the end of time.

I'm diffrent
I know that
I'm diffrent
Can I be wanted?

I will fight
till the end
I will fight
to be known.

I know not.
I am not
A ghost

They may hate me.
despise me.
But I am not going away.

Fire: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Fire: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Disaster
Burn
Crackling
Death
Hell
Fire

Caused by the rath
Hell's true form
The heat
The Power of Satan
The warmth of God

Fire is an example
Ja. An example
Of What?
Pure
Heaven And Hell

Rain: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.

Rain: An Original Non-lyrical Poem.
By: Zach Brehany

Water
From the sky
The tears of God
The main ingriedents of
Sadness, missery,
Sorrow.

Rare happiness
Birthed from tears
Lasts only moments
Moments that turn into memories
Memories that last forever

Or the water
Can be acid.
Burns threw the souls.
Burns threw the plants.
The Earth, the animals
Satan's water
Acid rain
Killed God's earth

It was rain
That flooded the Earth
The sky cried
When the Lord died
It rained
During deaths
And yet,
It gives life

Life
For plants
Life
For animals
Life
For air
Life
For Earth

Water
It takes and gives
Ends and begins
Lives and dies
Water, Rain, Acid Rain
A pure mystery

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

The Memoirs Of A Ghost: An Original Non-Lyrical Poem.

The Memoirs Of A Ghost: An Original Non-Lyrical Poem
By: Zach Brehany

Sleep deprived
Hurts all over
The cage arrives
Arrives at hell

The door opens
Enters fear
Enters hell
Enters pure live evil

We are taken out
Like a group of cattle
Women one side,
Men the other

At the front
The head War Pigs
The pure live evil itself
The reaper

Eyes of fire
They stare at us
He commands,
We do, no response

Time passes
People are gone
My family,
My friends,
“why, oh why God
Has thy forsaken me?”

Every day
Every sun
Every moon
Another one bites the dust

Then I see them
The bastard War Pigs
Laughing, as we suffer
The hell’s angels
The bastard demons

Talk erects
Children plan
A rebellion they say?
I take no part
What do I have to live for?

Denying the lying
A million children fighting
For lives, in strife
All hope beyond the horizon

Then I saw it.
The black rain
Came hitting the ground
Inocent children gone.

In the swine bin
I fall to my thin knees
Look to the sky and screamed
“Why, oh why lord
Has thou forsaken me?”
Days pass
Weeks pass
Months pass
I grow weaker
I grow thinner
I become nothing

Then the black day
The day I only know of

The war pigs marched to me
Eyes of fire
Looks at me
“Steh auf, steh auf! Deutsch Schmutz!”

I arise
I walked
They might kill me,
I’m not going away

I see it
The tower of death
The tower of black smoke
The tower of fear

Then I turned and breathed
My last, final words:
“So lange, deutsches Schwein!”

I was thrown
Into the fire
I was screaming, but happy.
I was now in heaven

One thing came to mind:
As long as the war pigs exist
As long as man kind exist
Then it will go on
And on
And on
It’s Heaven And Hell.


Songs Used/ Mentioned

War Pigs - Black Sabbath (Paranoid)
Another One Bites The Dust - Queen (The Game)
Planet Hell - Nightwish (Once)
Black Rain - Ozzy Osbourne (Black Rain)... See More
Heaven And Hell - Heaven And Hell (Heaven And Hell)

Albums Used/Mentioned
Live Evil - Heaven And Hell